Negative mantras

Its all that conjures

Drawing from depression

Dark sides of the moon

Becoming consumed

Dread always looming

Dead inside

Meloncholy blooming

Sounds so lame and emo

Bur i just got done crying

Want to end it all

Maybe after a bit more trying

Only grace

Is drugs and dying dreams

family and friends

I barely get to see

So fucking broke

Can hardly think

Life raising its taxes

My destiny sinks

No more waiting

This weight is crushing

Trying my best

In a chapter without rest

Tested by god

Definietly getting F’s

Maybe its for the best

Perhaps divine jest

All seems apart of something

Someday it wont just be nothing

A new day

Outta old wah filled ways