Sadistic world 

Guess I should be a masochist

Pain is what I’m learning

Maybe it was earned

Seems to be the jist 
Can’t burn it away

Never long at least 

It fades 

For a few days
Always wading 

Thru shit and tears 

Waiting for days 

Blurring years 

Working hard

But it hardly pays off 
Doin right 

In a dark hole 

Light up

Another smoke 

At least my pack is full