negative mantras
Its all that conjures
drawing from depression
Dark sides of the moon
Becoming consumed
dread always looming
dead inside
meloncholy blooming
Sound so emo
but Just got done crying
Want to end it all
Maybe after a bit more trying
Only grace
Is drugs and dying dreams
family and friends
I barely get to see
So fucking broke
Can barely think
Life raised its taxes
My destiny in the ground
No more waiting
This weight is crushing
Trying my best
In a chapter without rest
Tested by god
Definietly getting F’d
Maybe its for the best
Perhaps divine jest
All seems apart of something
Hoping someday it wont just be nothing
A new way
Outta old way
CJT 